Wednesday, April 29, 2009

bring on 2010.

tomorrow is may and so far this years been one of misfortunes.. not to be pessimistic but thinking over this year the things that jump out to me are my friend dying, my boyfriend moving overseas, a huge workload, a car crash and another unlucky car incident that happened yesterday.. i was driving to work and something fell off a truck coming the other way and it smashed into the drivers side of my car. it was possibly the scariest thing thats ever happened to me and it's going to cost about double what my cars worth to get all the damage fixed and to top the story off the guys in the truck drove off so i'm left to pay for it. sigh. savings for a new car start.. now.
2008 was the best year of my life.
2009 might just not be one for me.

but on a positive note, i love this editorial by Carl Bengtsson. it's beautiful.

when you laugh you'll feel my breath there, filling up your lungs.

and when you cry, those arent your tears, but im there falling down your cheek

and when you say you love him, taste me, im like poison on your tongue

but when your tired, if your quiet, you'll hear me singing you to sleep.


Young Mind said...

oh my god, I am so angry at those truck drivers! what if you were dead?! :-(
are you still in touch with your boyfriend? has he moved away for long? i'm sorry to hear that this year is not going so well for you xo

heleen db said...

Waw, truly an astonishing editorial.
I'm sorry to hear all the bad things that already happened to you in such a short amount of time. There's still a whole lot 2009 left though, so maybe things will start to cheer up from now on. x

sarah said...

Beautiful editorial, I love it too. Sorry about all the bad luck, it must be very hard....I hope things will look up and improve. All the best to you:)

jules said...

I really love the first two photographs.

Jenna said...

Aww I am so sorry! I know things will get better. They have to. I can feel it.
That first picture is incredible.

vintageveggie said...

oh my dear, i am so sorry that this year isn't going well... mine isn't either. but i do just keep trying to look ahead, things will get better. plus, you have a wonderful blog, and that should count for something.

vintageveggie said...

oh nothing that i can't handle really, i guess i just expected my senior year to be amazing, but really i have just been completely over worked and stressed out all the time. i feel like everything has been working out for my friends and all of their dreams have been coming true without them even working for it. when i do go out and have fun, i usually just feel guilty and get really behind in my school work.

but, school gets out in a month, and i know this summer will be great! things can only get better from here. :)

agnes said...

this ed is like a fresh breathe of spring air, absolutely refreshing, I love it.

and i am sorry for what happened, it will get better soon for sure,, i just know it :)

Take care!