everything is beautiful and nothing hurts.

with you everything is perfect, everything falls into place and nothing matters but being there, one hundred percent, with you, present, engaged and alive. because you bring out the best in me and you don't only make me feel beautiful and worthy, but you make me believe that i am beautiful and worthy; with you i am happy with who i am.

i haven't blogged in a while, i've been away camping for new years. it was so much fun. 

and on that note; it's 2009.

i'm scared of this year disappearing as quickly as '08 did. i'm not sure what to expect of it, but i definitely don't want to waste it. time is the one thing that really is constant in this world, something i have no power over whatsoever; i can't speed it up and i can't slow it down, i can't go back in time to change the past. the only power i hold is in how i live in every second, every minute, hour, day, week, month..in every year that i am presented with. and presented with 2009 i have decided to go back to school and do 7th form, to commit my time to doing all i can as a leader in my church, and in my school. i aspire to spend more time with people i don't know, and to be an inspiring and encouraging person to be around. i want each moment of time i have to be filled with joy and adventures. this year, i will embrace spontaneity.